nerakrose: image of stacked books with the text ❤ books (books)
I didn't do a post in June because I'd only finished one book that month.

cut for length: research and writing queer muslim characters )
nerakrose: Assad and Carl in the archives, in Journal 64 (journal64 arkiv)
so, I've watched the entirety of 9-1-1 including what's been aired of s7. thank you tumblr for alerting me to the existence of this show? I had never heard of it, or the fandom, until the 'Buck is bi now??' shock wave so realising that there are 50k fics on ao3 is a bit like...idk, discovering a whale just swam over your head? that's a sizeable fandom to never have heard of before! anyway, i am enjoying it, and will happily take recs. I don't have a horse in this ship race though I absolutely get the appeal of Buck/Eddie.

in other fandom news, I have found my writing mojo again and so have decided to post the first chapter of my current wip:

til solen står op (2361 words) by nerakrose
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: Afdeling Q | Department Q (Movies)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Assad/Carl Mørck, Assad & Carl Mørck
Characters: Carl Mørck, Assad (Afdeling Q), Marcus Jacobsen
Additional Tags: Aftermath of Violence, Police Brutality, All Cops Are Bastards, Whump, Forced Outing, Eventual Happy Ending, Assad Whump, WIP Tags
Summary:

"Der er to tusind klagesager mod politiet hvert år. Vi vinder dem allesammen. Er det fordi vi aldrig begår fejl eller fordi vi beskytter hinanden?"
- Carl Mørck, Journal 64



I currently have 6 chapters and 16k, and less than 24 hours have passed in-fic. I don't know how long this will wind up being because I have plot for *weeks*. as long as it needs to be, I suppose.
nerakrose: Parker from leverage with the text 'what would Parker do' (leverage Parker)

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I’m not planning to jump twitter ship just yet, and if twitter does go down I’m not looking for an alternative service to replace it with, I’ll just stick to the ones I’ve already got: tumblr, dw, Instagram, Facebook. (And discord I suppose, but I don’t count discord as a social media - it’s a chat service, and it’s ‘closed’. You can’t browse discord to find fun servers to join, you need to be invited, and that happens *outside* discord. It’s a whole rant I won’t get into details here but it bothers me how much I’m seeing “just join discord” as a solution to twitter: it doesn’t work that way.)

I see lots of talk about cohost as the new twitter option and I just wanted to flag this thread (on twitter) from a dreamwidth co-founder about how terrible the TOS is - I was vaguely considering signing up for cohost but when I went to the website was put off by not being able to see any posts at all without an account (same misgiving I had with pillowfort which tbh I’m going to go and delete since I haven’t logged in in what’s likely years at this point), but anyway. uh, not going to sign up for cohost at all anymore. https://twitter.com/rahaeli/status/1588764577650692096
nerakrose: drawing of balfour from havemercy (harry/draco)
this year is the 25th anniversary of the publication of Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone. Today is JKR's birthday. When I found out last year that Bloomsbury were planning a special 25th anniversary edition of the book, I resolved to write a HP fic in which everyone is trans to commemorate the anniversary. in March of this year I started actually writing it, when JKR did yet another transphobic thing. I finished it last week and I waited until today to post it, for maximum level of fuck you. Not that she'll see it, but that isn't the point anyway.

so here, have a silly fic about a silly boy with a crush on another boy.

WILL HE / WON'T SHE or THE TRANS CURSE (4414 words) by nerakrose
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter
Characters: Draco Malfoy, Harry Potter, Pansy Parkinson
Additional Tags: Everybody Is Trans, Everybody is Queer, Trans Male Harry Potter, Cis Draco Malfoy, Fluff and Humor, Queer Themes, opinionated narrator, Harry Potter being the most well adjusted person in the room for once, Draco overthinking: the fic, Romance
Summary: Harry keeps doing that thing with his eyes and his mouth which makes it look like he thinks Draco is funny, even if Draco isn’t actually trying to be funny which means Draco is being unintentionally funny, which means Harry is laughing at him, and really, could Draco possibly sink any lower, pining for this guy of all guys?


When I was writing this I realised that I couldn't remember when was the last time I wrote a HP fic just because I wanted to, and not because I had committed to writing one as part of a fest. I checked my ao3 and the answer is 2018. I wrote a short crack fic (Ron/Cormac) during the writing of my HDBB fic, and after was when I wrote the poly!harry one shot. before 2018 I'd have to go all the way back to 2013 to find a non-fest fic, and that fic was written in response to a prompt (or dare) from a friend I've since fallen out of touch with. I have 51 HP fics posted to ao3, and of those 51 fics only 16 are non fest fics, though 2 of those 16 are still gift fics. so let's make it 14. Still, in the past nine years, I have written only 3 HP fics just because I wanted to and not because I'd signed up for a fest.

I'm not sure how to really feel about that. Yesterday I went through my abandoned wips folder and was shocked to discover how many fics were there, some of which have been living rent free in my head for years, some of which I'd forgotten I'd even started (and couldn't remember how I'd been planning to finish). Maybe I will actually finish that Percy/Oliver wip I started in 2017 and that I last touched in 2020. or the kinky Lucius/Narcissa smutfic I wrote in 2013 and is only missing one scene to complete. I don't know. It's not that I don't enjoy the things I create for fests (and I've been doing mainly gift exchange fests for this fandom), but writing for somebody else is not the same as writing for myself, and in the past handful of years when I've been writing in other fandoms it's mostly been fic that I wanted, and that scratched an itch for me, and I want that again for HP.
nerakrose: calvin saying "observe poor reasoning and inhibit clarity". under the speech bubble it says 'nerd'. (nerd)
I received this ask on tumblr and I'm posting the response here because of how long it is:

[tumblr.com profile] ihopeyoubothstaysafefromharm asked:
Hi! I'm rereading your incredible Little Deaths fic and drinking green tea, in the middle of some very dramatic gloomy weather. Super conducive to soft whispery feelings!

I was wondering if you could talk a bit about the post-war justice system/environment of the fic? I'm from a recently post-war country, and have always thought a lot about who should and shouldn't stand trial after conflict (especially in wars where the general population is heavily affected by fighting from either side). I'd just like to hear your thoughts on well...anything, really! How you came up with this aspect of the story, what your thoughts are on the HP fandom's usual representation of post war justice system, anything!

If you've talked about it somewhere else feel free to just point me there or ignore - I tried to look through the comments but there's so many of them, as there should be, of course ❤️ Thank you again for your writing and these whispery sweet boys!


Hi! I don't know how long this has been sitting in my asks so I'm sorry if you've been waiting awhile.

To start with: thank you for this lovely ask! I’m so incredibly pleased and humbled that this fic has become a comfort read for so many, and is still being read and re-read. ♥

The rest of this post is under a cut because it got REALLY long. It’s also on my DW in a public post here in case it’s easier to read than on tumblr.

Read more... )
nerakrose: drawing of balfour from havemercy (harry/draco)
I don't know what this trend is with making pretty headers for fics again (I mean, last time that was a Thing I was aware of and participated in was in the 00s...) but who am I to not jump on a pretty bandwagon? Rebloggable tumblr post here.

Without further ado, the fic I wrote for [archiveofourown.org profile] xErised for [community profile] hd_erised:



Matters of the heart (5106 words) by nerakrose
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter
Additional Tags: Harry Potter Epilogue What Epilogue | EWE, Post-Hogwarts, Established Relationship, Epistolary, Quidditch Player Harry Potter, Archaeobotanist Draco Malfoy, Comfort, Wholesomeness, Warm and Fuzzy Feelings, Smoking, Work Skin, Emotional Connection, H/D Erised 2020, Mutual Pining, Unusual Career, Implied Sexual Content, World Travel, Married Harry Potter & Draco Malfoy, reconnecting
Summary: Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
nerakrose: the text keep calm and write something with a typewriter, set against an orange background (keep calm and write something)
forwards, straight (1472 words) by nerakrose
Fandom: Shetland (TV)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Duncan Hunter/Jimmy Perez
Characters: Duncan Hunter, Jimmy Perez, Cassie Perez
Additional Tags: Getting Together, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Yuletide Treat, no internalised homophobia, no homophobia at all actually, kind of slow burn
Summary: Duncan crashes at Jimmy's. Canon divergence from series 3, but also incorporates elements from series 5.



*lies down in a puddle of feelings*

fic meme

Jul. 13th, 2019 03:27 pm
nerakrose: the text keep calm and write something with a typewriter, set against an orange background (keep calm and write something)
this is nicked from everyone, though the first person i saw do it was [personal profile] vaysh.

go to your ao3 statistics page and sort by year, then by kudos. list the top kudosed fic per year.

my ao3 account only goes back to 2010 and there's only one fic for that year. (there are fics i never migrated to ao3.)

also, because this post crossed my dash again, I thought I'd look at the kudos to hits ratio so I've included that as well. according to the marketing professionals in the linked, anything better than a 1:30 engagement ratio is a smashing hit but that fandom frequently sees 1:10 rates (something business can only dream of?). anyway, I was curious to see what my ratios are.

2010
We'll Live Forever - 1:15
Remus/Sirius, 25,5k

2011
Wherein Scorpius ascertains his sexuality - 1:16
Albus/Scorpius, 8k

2012
How to become a superhero - 1:15
Tony Stark & Bruce Wayne, Tony/Steve, 7k

2013
I'll Tell You A Secret (Just Don't Tell) - 1:16
Harry/Draco, 18k

2014
Broken Dicks and Bloody Noses - 1:18
Steve/Bucky, 13k

2015
Don't Blame Me (It Was All a Blur Last Night) - 1:12
Harry/Draco, 19k

2016
The Three Golden Tears - 1:13
Harry/Draco, 13,6k

2017 (nb: this is an odd year as I only had rarepair or small fandom fics)
Of Gilded Wallpaper and Meddling Dragons - 1:6
Laurence/Tharkay, 5k

2018
Little Deaths - 1:15
Harry/Draco, 96k

2019 (nb: I only have two fics posted so far this year)
Anthony J Crowley Fell - 1:5
Crowley/Aziraphale, 1,2k

more ratio stats under the cut )
nerakrose: calvin saying "observe poor reasoning and inhibit clarity". under the speech bubble it says 'nerd'. (nerd)
[community profile] fanlore posted: Introducing... the Fanlore Bingo Challenge!
A badge for the Fanlore Bingo Challenge featuring a little chick hatching out of an egg

Fanlore is proud to present a brand new, two-week editing challenge: the Fanlore Bingo Challenge!

The Fanlore Bingo Challenge is a new two-week editing challenge taking place from Sunday, June 2 to Sunday, June 16 2019. As the name implies, the challenge centers around completing various different types of editing tasks on a 9-square bingo card.

To open the challenge up to both new and experienced Fanlore editors, there are two levels of bingo cards to complete: Beginner level and Expert level. There are shiny badges (pictured right) to be won for getting Bingo! and Blackout! on each card - as well as an ultimate Total Blackout! for completing all 9 tasks across both cards.

Head on over to the Bingo Challenge Help Page on Fanlore to find out more and learn how to take part. Feel free to leave any questions or comments about taking part in the challenge on this post.

Happy editing!

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Day 7

Challenge: Find an unloved page on the wiki, and add to it! Your edit can be any size — even an extra word is helpful. ✔

(I filled out what I could on H/D Holidays. If anyone who knows more about that fest/was around when it was active/participated would like to add to the page, please do.)

Bonus: Add a whole new section to an unloved page! ✔

(Technically none of these are unloved? But: I updated both R/S Games and R/S Small Gifts with the most recent rounds + added a table to the Games page (it makes me laugh, lol). Then I went and added a bunch of fics to Volstovic Cycle and Remus/Sirius.)

Aaand thus concludes the challenge.
nerakrose: drawing of balfour from havemercy (sirius is imagining remus naked)


Day 6

Challenge: Add some fanon details to any character page in your fandom. ✔

(I added some fanon tropes to both Remus' page and Sirius' page.)

Bonus: Create a brand new character page in your fandom. ☐

I'm tired :'D I'd love to actually create pages for the three tropes I added and put in some basic info and example fanworks, but ANOTHER DAY. maybe somebody else will do it. (I hope somebody else will do it.)

I'm wondering if maybe I should try to put 'edit fanlore pages' into my monthly or weekly calendar of things to do? Because so much work needs to be done and I don't mind doing it, or at least creating the base for it so that other people don't have to deal with the hurdle of getting started. (e.g. creating pages for other people to add content, which is what I did a year ago with a lot of HP fest pages on fanlore. I haven't checked to see if other people have added to them, but I hope so...) idk, I just feel like fanlore is a fantastic resource, but it's only as good as people make it.
nerakrose: drawing of balfour from havemercy (sirius is imagining remus naked)


Day 5

Challenge: Add some fanwork examples to any trope or genre page. ✔

(I added a bunch of fics to the Lie Low at Lupin's page, Bring Back Black page, Beyond the Veil (trope)* page, and Raising Harry page.)

Bonus: Add more detail to the page about your favourite trope or genre. ✔

(I created the Raising Harry, Bring Back Black and Beyond the Veil (trope) pages, and added them to the Harry Potter Tropes & Genres category.)

*There already exists a Beyond the Veil page and it's about something Star Trek.
nerakrose: picture of a sign by the road saying 'are you insane' (are you insane)


Day 4

Challenge: For International Fanworks Day, add your favourite classic works to the Fandom Classic page. ✔

(I added four, two from YOI and two from HP (both R/S).)

Bonus: Make that work into a new page on Fanlore, and write all about it! ✔

(I created a page for From Almaty, With Love and added some basic information + fanart links.)


I also did some minor edits on the R/S page and am thinking about doing some more edits later...not today, but that page is a mess and is all kinds of out of date.
nerakrose: picture of a sign by the road saying 'are you insane' (are you insane)


Day 3

Challenge: In honour of Valentine's Day, add some fanwork recs to your OTP's page! ✔

I added links to fic and art to several Yuri!!! on Ice pages (Victor/Yuri, Yurio/Otabek, Emil/Michele, including creating a page for Emil/Mickey in the first place). I also updated the Temeraire page with the complete list of all nine books, and added a short list of the three most popular pairings, and shamelessly plugged my own Temeraire fic on that page. I added some meta links to the Victor/Yuri page as well.

The Victor/Yuri page is embarrassingly empty, actually? There's almost nothing in it. If anyone's up to adding to it, here's the link: Yuri_Katsuki/Victor_Nikiforov.

Bonus: Write about some common fanon tropes for your OTP on their page. ☐ (I did not, but I added an example fic to a Yurio/Otabek trope.)
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This challenge takes place from February 12-18 with editing challenges for each day. (Click banner for more information.)

I'm a big fan of fanlore and keeping it current, so I'm on board! Starting today because by the time I heard about it last night I was on my way to bed.

Day 1
Challenge: Create a Fanlore account! ✔ (I already had an account)

Bonus: Write a bit about yourself on your user page! ✔ (I linked to my people page and also updated it while at it)

Day 2
Challenge: Add some example ships to any fandom page.

Bonus: Add some meta or links to fan communities as well!

It turned out all the fandom pages I wanted to add ships to were up to date in that regard, as were the links to the fan communities. I don't know much about meta so may have a think on that. HOWEVER. I updated the Captive Prince page with the two most recently released short stories + added a section and a link for the One Kingdom charity zine. I also added the current H/D Big Bang to the list of H/D fests & exchanges on the page for HP fests & exchanges. I'm going to count that, so: ✔

THE CHALLENGE IS ALSO ON TUMBLR, AND CAN BE REBLOGGED HERE.
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I wanted to spotlight a few comms that need more love, and will happily take recs for more comms to join/subscribe! I didn't put fest comms on this list (maybe another time?) as most of the ones I've tracked down over here seem to be back ups and not active, which tbh is pretty frustrating. (Shoutout to [community profile] hd_fan_fair  for having prompt posting & claiming simultaneously on LJ and DW.)

[community profile] underheard - a multifandom rec comm for underappreciated fanfiction 
[community profile] puppylove - remus/sirius central that nobody has posted in for years (sigh)
[community profile] yurionicefans - general yuri on ice comm open for everyone, also hosts challenges 
[community profile] weasleyjumpers - the Weasleys, will have a fest later in the summer 
[community profile] daily_snitch - just for the record bc the snitch is active here on dw as well and the reminder doesn't hurt 
[community profile] volstovic_cycle - what it says on the tin 

anything else I should know about?
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There's been some posts going around about how to properly use the relationship tags on tumblr (specifically how to tag for background ships so they don't clog up searches) which has led me to start editing the tags on my ao3 fics (not done). I get annoyed searching for ships and finding only 300 fics where they're a background couple, so fixing my own complicity in the problem is a start. but, I've also been thinking about tagging in general, and...tagging in specific:

How do you tag for things that aren't explicit in the fic? Do you tag for it? What is the expectation when you see (certain?) tags on fics?

In no longer easy on the eyes, I wrote Sirius as asexual but never tagged for it because it never came up in conversation within the fic. I'd say it's obvious though - or at least to me he reads as a very obviously asexual person, and even if I never used the word in-fic, the essence of it is understood (Remus says at one point that he didn't think Sirius was interested in relationships at all because he never dated). when that fic ended up on this pride themed reclist*, I was surprised that it was listed under bisexual and not asexual - I never tagged Remus as bisexual nor did I state that within the fic, although he is as obviously bisexual as Sirius is asexual.

So now I wonder, do I tag Sirius as asexual in order to make my intent explicit, or would that potentially be a cop-out? The whole Dumbledore Is Gay discourse all over again, essentially?

Another fic of mine, an old Albus/Scorpius fic (wherein Scorpius ascertains his sexuality) is tagged asexual spectrum, demisexuality, sexual identity, and sexual confusion (in addition to other things) and - spoiler - after cycling through a number of labels Scorpius ends up labelling himself as a late bloomer. I have gotten a LOT of negative comments on this one (not only on ao3) from people who felt cheated because "it gives the impression of featuring an asexual character when it doesn't".

And so I wonder, should I remove the asexual spectrum tag despite the fact Scorpius labels himself as asexual at one stage in the fic? Is the way I've tagged the fic signalling something other than I think it is? Do people expect asexual endgame when in reality it's more accurately demisexuality? (and also, this fic is old and doesn't handle the topic nearly as well as it could've - I'd do things differently today - but on the other hand it does reflect my personal experience with going through labels so it's not like it's unrealistic. I have been thinking about taking it down because I'm so tired of the negative comments, but I also don't want to do that because, you know what, fics don't and shouldn't adhere to an unwritten sjw approved checklist. Ever so rarely I do get a comment from somebody who saw themselves in it. Is that not worth the hassle?)

I'm currently writing an Emil/Michele (yoi) fic, in which Michele is asexual. I didn't plan it, it just happened that way, but like with no longer easy on the eyes, it never gets explicitly stated. Michele never says the words "I'm asexual", he just behaves in a way that very clearly (to me at least) signals lack of sexual attraction. (Emil is the opposite, he's very clearly attracted.)

Do I tag that? If I post that fic with the tag asexual Michele crispino, will readers expect the word within the fic? Will they get disappointed and accuse me of acebaiting if I do?
And the other side of the coin: if I don't tag it, will people miss it? Will no one notice that he's asexual? Does not tagging asexuality when it's on the page, even if not explicitly stated to be there, contribute to the lack of asexual visibility?

I'm honestly not sure what to do. On one hand I can completely understand the need for visibility and representation and by extension the need to have things stated clearly - the whole Let Characters Say Bisexual On TV discourse (not to mention the appalling lack of ace rep) - but on the other hand I don't always feel like it needs to be said. I'm not bringing it up in the Emil/Michele fic because it would create this weird pause in the flow of the fic. It's not a relevant topic of conversation for them. It doesn't suit Michele's characterisation to a) bring it up b) to think of it in the first place. If I did, it would feel like I'm just crossing off a checklist.

asexuality mentioned in-text, woke points achieved

And yet, if I don't tag for it, it seems it will go absolutely unnoticed? I'd like to trust people to have critical reading skills, but the truth is that even when they do, when it comes to asexuality in particular many people lack the knowledge necessary to decode a character as asexual. We have shorthands and codes for gay and lesbian readings (even if that's also not a given, even when it's explicit; see: Harold They Are Lesbians) but we don't have a backlog of literature and media with ace rep on which to base a pattern recognition programme to help recognise What's Obvious To The Rest Of Us.

So I'm back to square one. How do I best tag (or not tag) my fics? How do I decode what's the general expectation for a given tag, such as asexuality ? How do I avoid the worst pitfalls of ao3 tagging ?


* for clarity's sake, this is absolutely not a complaint about the reclist! I'm always stoked when my stuff gets recced.
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because i forgot to update: the fest comms [community profile] hd_level_two , [community profile] teddyjamesbb , [community profile] nextgen_mas  and [community profile] rs_collab  are now fully backed up on dreamwidth! everything sorted! i've also talked to my co-mod and we might revive [community profile] nextgen_mas  this year (decisions to be made closer to the time when we know better what our schedules are like). 

i've had a poke around HP fest communities on dreamwidth as there seems to be a good number of them, but many of them aren't active or haven't been updated in a while?? does anyone know which HP fests are currently active on dreamwidth (and not just LJ)? I'd like to subscribe to them because remembering to check LJ fest comms for updates is not something i'm remembering to do, but it seems pointless to subscribe to the DW comms if they aren't going to actually post... 

which HP comms are you following here on DW? 
nerakrose: drawing of balfour from havemercy (are you insane?)
if you follow my tumblr you probably know it's mainly me flailing about cap2

but sometimes i do cool stuff too, like this post about fanfic titles (and why we never see them irl)

there's more discussion if you click through the notes, but tbh it could do with more? i'd like more input anyway. :D
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